My real name is Sammy, I am 56 years old, retired from active duty military. I have some back damage and left lobe damage from the Iraq War. My wife divorced me in 2007, she humiliated me, forced me to wear panties because my small penis no longer pleased her. She made me wear them to work and she left with a much younger man.
My mother put me in panties and dressed me up like a girl because I wet my pants at age 11. This is where it began.
Throughout my life I have crossdressed in my closet and since August 2015, I have battled with myself over the desire to be a female.
I have discussed this with my pyschiatrist and I am not sure if I completely desire transformation.
This past Friday, we had a very deep discussion which I believe strongly suggests I want to be feminized.
I have been humiliated most all my life, so I am looking as much for a friend and counselor, as much as be as obedient as I can.
My daughter's family lives with me, since she and her husband both lost their jobs. This limits my space outside my bedroom.
I live near Elmira, New York.
I am not a rich person, so I live by a budget and I hope this doesn't upset you or be a turn off.
I would very much like to delve into satin submission.
I am sincere, gentle, and obedient.
Thank you very much for your time.