I am a college freshman who is trying to figure out his place in the world, and I think I may have a place in the BDSM community as a sub male. I have always been turned on by the limited Femdom culture that I have come into contact with, and I want to experiment and experience what I have always been so curious about. I'm 19 and I have had no real past relationships so I am very inexperienced, but I am wanting to learn more about what it means to be a sub male to a femdom. I believe that I would like being manhandled by a woman, but I probably would not like verbal abuse since I have a low self-esteem, however if she was just yelling at me with no insults then I would be very ok with it. I know I didn't post a picture, but this is because I would like to keep my identity anonymous on the open Internet, so that I don't lose relationships with my family and friends who don't understan. If you are interested in me I can send you pictures of myself and my first name so you can make a decision before meeting me or agreeing to anything. I am not trying to mislead anyone, I'm not some Adonis or anything, my looks are pretty average and I am overweight (I'm not obese or extremely overweight, I'm just heavier then I should be and I have been working on it through diet and exercise since I started college). I am looking for a patient femdom who tells me what to do and throws me around when she wants, and is tender and understanding when I need it. Someone to introduce me to the community and welcome me into it. Thank you so much for reading this, and even if you aren't interested in me, have a great day!